Sunday, August 12, 2007
LOVE .i feel it . you feel it . WE feel it . it isn't something tt you feel within a blink of an eye . and neither is it a feeling which builds up within days . it's a feeling , indescribable , which builds up over time . everyone longs for it cos without LOVE , the world dies . it's something tt leaves us wanting more . and sometimes , it's something tt hurts us deeply . it cuts a deep scar tt burns . LOVE is the closest thing to magic .

why do i keep thinking of you when i should be letting go ? why do i think of you when i'm supposed to be thinking of someone else ? someone who cares about me . why do i still hang on to the hope of me and you reuniting ? i fell way too deep . and i guess it's too late to turn back now . LOVE , it's a game for two and only two . and now , i'm the only one playing the game . you backed out long ago , leaving me throwing dices and taking risks on my own . and now i'm stuck . i love you so much it pains me to see how you treat others with such care while you treat me so bitterly . what did i ever do to you ?

i tried walking away many times . but i just can't . i'd listen to the same songs over and over again cos you sang it to me before . i'd read your messages over and over again . i kept all your letters and messages . i kept all your stuff and all your pictures still . do you realise how much i love you ? the days feel like years when i'm alone . and i see you everyday , and i miss you more with each passing day . i tried to forget but i couldn't . i tired to let go , but i couldn't . when i meet you everyday , i remember all our moments together . all the years tt have past , i just couldn't erase them out of my head . they haunt me , your memories .

i know it's time to walk away . i know it's time to let go . i know it's time to forget . but it's easier said than done . and i'm trying my best to erase our three years . do you think it's tt simple ? we've been through alot in three years ! all the memories , they're all still playing in my head like a movie . i can't help it . i'm sorry i love you . . . . . . . .









