Friday, September 07, 2007
hello hello . (:we went and had coffee and ate lunch . it was fun hanging out with them . but i forgot to snap photos . so unlike me . i ALWAYS , and i mean ALWAYS take photos . maybe i wasn't really in a good mood . i was kinda tired . considering the fact tt i slept at 3am last night and woke up at ard 8am . i was talking to andrew on the phone . hoho .
&& ouhh andrew , thanks for the advice last night horh . hehe . ;PP
and yeah , i went to help andrew choose a present for simlin for their 3rd month anniversary !
HAPPY EARLY 3RD MONTH ANDREW & SIMLIN . (:
but too bad andrew can't read this . boo . his comp is spoilt . pffft . but anyway , hope you guys last long kkies ? hehe . ;PP
BOOOOOOOO ! i forgot to snap photos . urgh . i hate it . pffft . i'm obsessed with taking photos nowadays . and i don't know why . i just wish i could take photos of everything tt happens . but sadly , i can't . booooooo .
anyway , i'm feeling so much better today . after a long talk with andrew yesterday . i mean seriously long talk . he told me alot of things and so did i . and yeah , i understand things now . and i see it clearly now . i think i've made a decision already , i'm gonna take things as it comes . i ain't gonna put on much hope already . whatever happens , happens . i got no control over it . i know you may not like me tt way so tt's why i ain't putting on much hope . i'm just going with the flow . heh . && i'm letting nature takes its course . ((((((((:
i was quite emo today , apart from the time i was eating the MUNCHY DONUT . hoho . ;DD thanks aunty emily for buying the doughnuts for me ! ((((((((((((:
i'm quite irritated with myself because i don't feel an ounce of hurt . how can it be this way ? i'm supposed to be discouraged and disheartened or at least feel hurt . or sad or disappointed or something . why ain't i feeling tt way ? i hate feeling this way . does tt mean i don't like you ? grrr . nahh . tt can't be . cos i know i do . at least i think so . you ain't telling me . so i ain't sure . ARGH . i ain't gonna trouble this little precious brain of mine to think of such stuff . i'm gonna let nature takes its course . nature , it's your job now ! teehees . ((((((((:
i guess this will all for today . i am in no mood to blog . so its kinda short and has no photos . akkk ! dang . so , i will update tmr when i have pics . and i promise you i will have pics . to make up for today's post . heh . ;DDD
see ya ppl . (:
"&& aku pasrah , aku berserah kepada takdir .
i'm leaving it all up to fate .
i ain't giving up yet , just surrendering .
it's all up to fate . (: "