Sunday, September 02, 2007
love may be many splendid things . it might be a sweet fairytale or it may just be an illusion . anyhow , if you ever find love , or if you ever find someone you really really like , hold on to him && don't ever let him go . cos if you do , you might loose him to someone else . && you'll have to watch them from afar . it isn't a very nice sight . it hurts , to see the one you love , love someone else . so if you think you've found the one , hold on to him && don't ever let go .
i made a mistake once . i let go of someone dear to me . i let go of his love . i shouldn't have let go of it . cos up till today , i'm still hanging on . i still love him . maybe not as much , but i know deep down inside , i still do , && i always will . he was near everything i ever wanted . but i made a mistake i wish i could erase . i let go . and now i can't help but wonder what it could have been like if i held on . i was wrong to let go . i still love him . and no matter how hard i try to forget him or try to start over with someone else , i just can't . because , i still love him , only him .
so , if you ever find the one , don't ever let go . don't be like me . i let go of him and now i know i can never ever have him back . we're still friends , but tt's all we'll ever be . && it hurts to see him and sit right beside him when you know you can't have him . it hurts , it hurts so much . when you see him flirting with other girls , you only wish it was you he was flirting with . when he's still your bestfriend and you tell him everything && go out with him , you would feel how much you miss him && how much you want and love him , still . i can't help but feel so hurt . the way he treats you isn't the same anymore . i'm still asking myself now , why i let go . i don't know . maybe i didn't realise how much i love him .
so , if you ever find the one , don't ever let go . don't be like me . i let go of him and now i know i can never ever have him back . we're still friends , but tt's all we'll ever be . && it hurts to see him and sit right beside him when you know you can't have him . it hurts , it hurts so much . when you see him flirting with other girls , you only wish it was you he was flirting with . when he's still your bestfriend and you tell him everything && go out with him , you would feel how much you miss him && how much you want and love him , still . i can't help but feel so hurt . the way he treats you isn't the same anymore . i'm still asking myself now , why i let go . i don't know . maybe i didn't realise how much i love him .
i regret . i regret every decision i made then . i was naive . i didn't realise how much i loved him . but now i do . i do , so much . can't you give us another try ? can't we go back to what we used to be ? can we turn back time ? can we undo mistakes ? sadly , we can't . && tt's why i'm still crying over you . i'm still wishing you were here . i'm still wondering what it could have been . i'm still here , loving you . can't you see ? if i had you once more , i'd promise to never ever let go . i promise .
so , people , if you ever find love , let it be kind , let it be gentle . let it last . && don't ever let go of it . he might not be THE ONE . but if he makes you laugh , he listens to your problems , he loves you , he shares your burden and your sorrows , and cheers you up when you're down , then hold on to him . because you never know if he's the best one you'll ever have . i know , because i've been through it . i let go of someone i love , and now , i can't stop thinking and hurting because of him . now , i realise how much he means to me . i should have held on , i never should have let him go . cos now i know , he's the sweetest guy i've ever met . so people , remember , hold on to him && never ever let go . (((:
