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Monday, November 19, 2007

if i don't say this now , i will surely break .
as i'm leaving the one i want to take .
forgive the urgency but hurry up the wait .
my heart has started to separate .


it feels so right yet it feels so wrong .
what's wrong with me ?
am i just pushing this feeling away ? or is it true ?
i feel guilty . did you know everything ? i doubt so .
am i just pretending ?
but everytime i avoid and hide my feelings , i get accused of not confessing .
am i just convincing myself tt the feelings are there ?
i'm deeply confused . is it just a feeling or is it just a phase of too much missing you ?
i don't know why i'm feeling this way . am i wrong to feel this way ?
is it my fault ?
maybe you took too long . my heart is starting to separate .
everything feels like just yesterday .
it can't be tt fast right ? if tt's how it is , then you should just tell me .
tell me . don't give me stupid signs i don't understand . because this sucks .
it feels like somehow i've gone . i know i haven't .
but it feels like it . please don't get me wrong .
i don't even know how i feel now .
i just don't know how i feel anymore .


" cause time will past me by ,
maybe i'll never learn to smile .
but i know i'll make it through . "