Sunday, November 25, 2007
& this is how the story ends . my fairytale will end here . i will start another chapter in my book , starting tomorrow . yesterday is kept , as a memory . i will no longer turn back . not even to take a glance of what used to be .we were doing so well , why did you have to ruin things ? i thought you were different , i guess i was wrong . i'm lucky you didn't hurt me . cos if you did , i'll be in a terrible state right now . you just couldn't spare a thought for me , could you ?
did you even know ? well , i think you don't . but i walked away from you , for a reason . you walked away , leaving no explanations . nothing whatsoever . you just had to blow away my fairytale , right ? couldn't you just spare a thought for me ?
i don't regret knowing you . because i've learnt alot . but all i want is just an explanation . why everything just suddenly ended ? i don't know why . why my feelings suddenly faded ? why you suddenly stopped ? why we just grew apart ? why ? i want the answers . not your damn signs .
though we've both moved on ,
i want you to know something . something tt i'll remember for the rest of my life . because it just felt so right yet so wrong . because this is all i have left . memories .
the way i'd always think of you before i went to bed . the way i'll always get a msg from you the first thing in the morning . the way your voice sounds on the phone . the way you'd always make me feel better , somehow . the way you never made me feel tiny . the way i fitted , right there , tt tiny space . i'll always remember tt feeling , for the rest of my entire life . i'll never forget it .
the feeling of warmth and sincerity . the feeling when i talk to you . i'll never forget it . (:
so sweetheart ,
goodbye . i'll let you fly . i know tt deep down , things weren't supposed to end this way . i'm sorry if i hurt you . but it's better this way , for the both of us . because it was a game . even if we ever were together , it would be a risky game . there were way too many differences . you were like a dream . too good to be true . you were my fairytale . but fairytales don't come true and dreams are meant for sleeping . you were a dream too good to be true . and tt's where you'll stay . in my dreamland . forever . (:
" i'll always remember tt feeling .
how great it felt .
and i will never ever forget anything .
the memory will still live .
because memories are best kept as souvenirs . "