Monday, November 26, 2007
yesterday was one hell of a day . one blow after the other . it's scary . i didn't think i could take tt much . i don't know what's wrong with me . there's seriously something wrong with me . i'm afraid . i'm scared . i'm crazy . i'm insane . what's wrong with me ?this is for you :
heyy , it's not tt i don't like you . i don't know how i feel . you caught me by surprise when you confessed yesterday . i was shocked . all this while , i thought you treated me like a sister . i was shocked .
you are a great guy . i mean it . and i don't want to hurt you . it's not tt i don't like you . but i'm not sure if i've fully gotten over someone else . it's not easy . and i don't want to hurt you . i like you . i'm just not sure how . and i think i still have feelings for someone else . please forgive me .
i think i haven't gotten over someone else . and i don't think it's right . i thank you for being real understanding yesterday . because you know i'm scared and tt i am not ready to commit . i don't wanna get hurt again . just not one more time . i don't know what to say . i don't know why i just don't want to commit and i don't know why i can't get over the other person .
and and , there's this other guy . yeah . so err, i don't need to say anymore right ? again , like i said . i don't like anyone right now .
i don't know what's wrong with me . i don't know what's happening to me . everything is a mess . what's wrong with me ? whatever happens , i am staying single for now . no bfs . life's better this way . i don't have to commit . (:
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anyway , random stuff now .
I WANNA GO OUT BADLY !
dyana bestie's outing with me is postponed to next tuesday . (:
I NEED MONEY !
urgh . i'm almost broke from always going out . ;(
I WANT BALLOONS !
balloons are love . i want balloons balloons balloons . LOL , ;D
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lalalala .
ouhkay . i am done now . haha . yeah . i am going out tmr . following parents look for a door . yes , a door . don't ask me why . some reason luhh . we need a door . haha .
BYE .
" and this is driving me crazy .
you're driving me crazy .
you come and leave as you like .
do you think this is a game ?
well , it's not . "









