Tuesday, January 01, 2008
there are so many things happening in your life . so many i've already missed .and that's how you wanted it . right ?
it's apparent you succeeded in forgetting about me .
sometimes , i just don't want to talk to you , see your face and hear your voice .
and yet , sometimes , i just want to sit right beside you and feel your warmth .
but i know it's wrong . i am just another one of your friends now . you have her .
i will learn to let you go . a little by little . slowly . a step at a time .
i run back to our memories once in awhile .
and they haunt me . the things you say , the things you do , the way you smile and the way you laugh . they all used to be meant for me . but now , it's for her .
i will wish you all the best . i have no regrets knowing you , even if it is just for awhile .
and i have no regrets loving you .
♥ you still are to me the most beautiful thing i've ever witnessed in my life .
what have i got to do to make you love me ?
what have i got to do to make you care ?
what do i do when lightning strikes me ?
and i wake to find that you're not there .
what do i do to make you want me ?
what have i got to do to be heard ?
what do i say when it's all over ?
and sorry seems to be the hardest word .
if i should stay ,
i would only be in your way .
so i'll go ,
but i know i'll think of you every step of the way .
bittersweet memories is all i'm taking with me .
so goodbye .
we both know i'm not what you need .
promises are nothing more than a pack of lies .