if ever , you start to question what you mean to me ,
all you need to do is look into my eyes ,
it's easy to see tt each day that
my appreciation for you continues to grow .
nothing and no one ,
will change how i feel for you . (:



MY FRIENDSTER

BLOGSHOP(:

&& ♥SHASHA . syairah(:
17081992(:
i'm intricate yet enticing . i'm smart yet dumb . i'm sweet yet thorny . i love yet i hate . i'm dainty yet dirty .
i'm imperfect and loving it . (:
i'm the only witness and the only person who can judge my life .
for now , just for now , tt's all you need to know .
this is my blog so scram if you hate it .

♥ watch the sunset with a loved one ! (:
♥ 17 red , purple & black balloons !((: <3
♥ SHOPPING(:
♥ 'O' levels to end .
♥ have good grades for 'O' levels .

September 2006
May 2007
August 2007
September 2007
October 2007
November 2007
December 2007
January 2008
February 2008

you keep the secret in your eyes .
you wrap the truth in your lies .
you're so hard to hold ,
but i can't let go .
maybe i'd fight it if i could .
it hurts so bad but feels so good .

if it's wrong to love you ,
then my heart just won't let me right .
i never thought not having you here now ,
would hurt so much .
i wish you were here with me ,
tonight .

i'm sorry if everything i did or say to you
all these while was wrong .
& i'm sorry if i hurt you because i didn't mean to .
i just want you to know tt i love you . (:

people often ask me , why do i love you ?
they tell me i'm stupid & pathetic because you ain't worth it .
but they don't understand - you're one of a kind .
there are 10 special things i love about you .

1. i love the way you laugh and your eyes get so small .
2. i love the way you talk to me and always give me butterflies .
3. i love the way you sing to me on the phone .
4. i love the way i can relate to you & how much you can understand me .
5. i love the fact that i can be natural when i'm around you .
6. i love the way it felt _______ you .
7. i love your hair , your eyes , your body , your personality ,
your voice , every single thing about you .
8. i love the way you wish me goodnight .
9. i love the way you used to say 'i love you' .
10. i love the way i could always ____ you and you wouldn't mind .
(:

i'm not dumb and neither am i stupid .
i know what you've been up to these days , i know .
i know you already have someone else .
and i know you don't need me anymore , i know all that .
it's alright . i get it . i never asked you for anything .
i'm just telling you i love you and nothing will change that fact .

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anyway , i think someone else is trying to hint to me something .
asking me this and that . and getting all mushy and stuff like that .
well not really mushy mushy , but manje . ouhh goodness .
zomfg ! please !

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i wanna go out .
i repeat , i wanna go out . (:
yay .

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day 6 .
i should probably give up now .
PS/ please call me again , ouhkay , please ?
(: